Rest in Peace, Riley.

Riley Troth
1918-2008

CANYON - Riley Troth, 89, died Saturday, Jan. 26, 2008.
Riley William Troth was born on Aug. 6, 1918, in Yale, Okla., to Harry and Eva Mae Coiner Troth. He married Mary Bowman in Brownwood on Feb. 7, 1942. He graduated from High School in Phillips. He was an Army Air Corp veteran of the 316th troop carrier group. He flew troops and supplies and dropped them into France on D-Day. He attended West Texas State College and graduated from the University of Colorado School of Pharmacy.
Riley practiced pharmacy for 50 years in Amarillo and Canyon. He was the owner of Canyon Drug from 1951 to 1967. He was one of the founders of Hidden Falls Ranch at Wayside. He was a volunteer for hospice, Meals on Wheels and Books on Wheels. He was a member of the Evangelical Fellowship Church in Amarillo.

*Riley was like an adopted grandfather to me, since my own grandfathers died when I was 3 and 11 years old. He was an amazing man. He always lit up when he saw me and made me feel like I was the most important person in the world at that moment. He always remembered to send cards to everyone he knew for every occasion - births, birthdays, weddings, anniversaries, graduations...everything. And they ALWAYS had his trademark smiley face. :) It was a sad day when Riley moved into the nursing home, but Eli and I would try to make the most of it and bring him the cookies with frosting he loved. He never failed to eat a whole one on the spot! I explained to Eli each time that we were visiting Riley, because this was Riley's home now and he was no longer able to drive and visit others. It taught Eli about loving and serving others and I thank Riley for that. In his last days, Eli and I visited Riley and although it was difficult to see him in that state...Eli didn't mind that he was no longer able to respond. He simply rubbed his arm and told him about his day and his puppy Max. When we left, Eli said we needed to come back and visit Riley soon and I explained that Riley may not be here for long. He asked where he was going and I answered Heaven. Eli was quiet for a minute and said we could visit him there. I explained that we would someday, but for now, we couldn't...but that Riley would be much happier there. Immediately, Eli remembered what I had told him before and said he was happy that Riley would be able to drive in Heaven. I laughed through the tears brewing in my eyes and told him, yes, he would...and that he would be able to walk freely again. Eli added that he'd be able to run too. That was a lesson in life and death and Riley, I thank you for that too. Even in your death, you are touching others. You are truly an inspiration and I once said this world wouldn't be the same without you in it...and it's not. But I look forward to seeing you again someday. Until then, Riley, rest in peace. We love you.

*happiness*

*eli saying "i love you, mommy."*the sound and smell of the ocean*a good meal*puppy breath*thursday night dinners with my family*the worship part of the church service*vegas*blackjack*eli saying his prayers every night*cuddling with max*wine*crazy nights out with the girls*a surprise text or call*the amazing race*trust*sweet texts*long talks with jenn*mtv*honesty*a good run*party cove*my daddy's accent*the regular happy hour group*hugs*american idol*sale shopping*dancing*babies*blogging*bringing cookies to riley*a productive day at work*silly, but new myspace messages*unconditional love*pictures*making people smile*wtamu*cold sheets and pillows*traveling*karaoke*hotel rooms*chelsea lately*a nice reception*boston pubs*live music*lunch with wendi*a cute pair of jeans*eli singing to me while i'm in the shower*meeting new people*deep conversations*mexican food*lime in my beer*coldstone creamery birthday cake remix*laying out by the pool*hanging out at a baseball game*having people over*christmas decorations*a long, hot, uninterrupted shower*fruity, girly drinks*

Friendship

A six and a half year burden was lifted off of my shoulders today and it's amazing how the words "I'm sorry" can mean so much. I had lunch today with a former roommate, who was once one of my very best friends and confidantes. We really haven't spoken, except for a chance meeting at Hobby Lobby, in more than six years. Our relationship splintered at a time when we were both in the midst of life-changing decisions and although neither one of us can recall exactly what happened, we went from constant companions to relative complete strangers. The loss of our relationship (along with that of another friend) completely devastated me. I have never, ever been so lonely and so confused. Looking back, it was a mixture of immaturity and miscommunication and everyone involved was at fault, but back then - I just couldn't fathom what I had done so wrong to make my best friends turn away from me in what I felt was a dire time of need. The hurt I felt from that life experience has followed me through the years, and although time has healed so much, I have unfortunately continued to hold that in my heart. I am so thankful to say that today is a new day. Not only do I feel a sense of validation, I also feel hope for our future...and I look forward to having her in my life once again.

Live in the Moment

"We live but a fraction of our lives."

Henry David Thoreau

How very true that simple statement is. I've always been one to look forward to the next big thing or event in my life - be it something as meaningful as the birth of my child or something as entertaining as a trip with friends. But it's never been more true than it is now. I count down the days, but forget that as I count, I lose a part of my life that I can't get back. I know I'm being sentimental...but after spending the last 48 hours cranky because life isn't always fair, I decided I need to focus again on the things that make me happy. Every day. Now, that doesn't mean I won't long for that next special time, but it does mean that I'll live every longing moment. ;)

"Use your precious moments to live life fully

every single second of every single day."

Marcia Wieder